ARGHHH nearly qualify from a satelite to a 800usd qualifier for APPPT (Asian pacific poker tour) in macau. finish short in 4th. got 400usd instead.. arghhhhhghh
been running well in recent live cash games though :) keep it up andy. quited starhub and live on poker now... hopefully it will be much better in future as well :)
Exams are over! :) and here i am very addicted to texas holdem. Playing online almost everyday at least 8hrs a day and playing in real life a few times a week.
This is the first time i won a touranment online. Its a 4.40usd entry fee tourny with a payout of 216usd for winning it :).
Lifes pretty good with my precious girl and definately good when this wonderful game of texas holdem is in my life. Heres some recent photos of me and my dearest :)
I aM BACK!!!! Texas Holdem for life pls Theres a sudden texas holdem craze nowadays around me :p ok now i will be back bloggin for good. pls keep viewing for updates. guaranteed.
20 days of meeting continuously. no its not alot. ahhaah ask doreen? its jus 1/3 of someone'e happiness :p well but i truely enjoy every single moment if it.
thx darling for accompanying me for everything. thx for watching the vcds with me. thx for the i love u bears. thx for the meal tht u cook for me. thx for the herbal tea that u made when im feeling sick. thx for the medicine that u deliver all e way to my hse jus to make sure i eat them thx for the pressie u bought for me even when u are out wif ur friends. thx for the promises u tried to make to apleased me. thx for being wif me :)
am i game enuff for all these? i dunno. i dun wanna treat it as a game. but sometimes life's jus lyk a game. kill me. yes kill me the arrows are piercing me deep.
A friend of mine told me that she had a strange dream the other day. it triggers a thought to me that it has been actually quite some time since i had a dream. I dun even have enuff rest time. slping time has been cut to arnd 4 hrs a day. yeaaa im super tired... sch, projs, work and ac hoc activities are piling up. love has been treating me good these weeks but the better it becomes the more im feeling stress. is that jus human being? when things become jus so nice you begin to have the feeling that u are so afraid that it will be gone. i ponder and i wait and i will do my best to make it not happen. at least i tried, yea i can tell myself that. well at least im happy for now :)
Never thought St james cud be tht fun. It gives me a chinablack feeling. perhaps its the company :) i still miss chinablack though. Mid week's sweet to me.. worth skipping sch for.
Sorry friends for wed. jioed u guys down to phuture and ended up with me going powerhse for big bulk of the time and when i head back to phuture most of you guys had left. Especially alan and companies.. haah as for canti and jeffrey you guys shld had fun wifout me so i am not so guilty wahahahah :p
well i am doing something i shldnt be doing. i noe i shldnt be. but dunno y just idulge in it for NOW. i hope it will not be just a short stint again. coz it feels real nice. though it might not be wat i might wish to have but yes the feeling is just over my mind. Dear god.. i will be a good boy. can u stop punishing me? let it be good for a longer time can? :p
anyway i really wan to spend more on myself den on entertain for the next month. i really really nid more clothes for myself. I need to go school REGULARY.. damn had been skipping sch for lyk 2 weeks again. i need to catch up. buck up shiwei! for the first time i like being call "shiwei" :)
ps i smoke only 8 stick today! yesh! i manage to cut down from a pack a day :) jia you!
why do girls nowadays become lykdat? sometimes i wonder how many of us, ppl in this generation, din ever do things behind our partners. why are everyone being so abt themselves only?
Its saturday.... dun ask me why but i chose to stay at home the whole day today. haa cant remember when's the last time i stay at home on a sat. its not that boring at home too... especially with olympics and many soccer matches going on :p.. been spending far too much on entertainment this month. far too much. my pay and the extra cash i got from selling the ps3 that i won. Next month i gonna save on entertainment and spend more on shopping ! yea i nid more clothes and i need to change my hairstyle. Just dunno whats wrong wif it now.. grrr
I need to concentrate on my studies already. It might be too late, because i had already missed too many lessons and not done enough to at least understand what is it. I have been going out till wee hours almost everyday. Now it has to stop. Now for a change i need to adjust my lifestyle back to the normal ones. No more late nights when i have things on the next mornings. I gotta try to slp earlier and wake up on time for everything that i need to do.
p.s haaa i just love to shop now. my wardrobe needs tons of new clothes!